Dear blog

Dear blog,

this is the place I can be so selfish,

just focus to myself only,

say anything I want to say,

write anything I want write,

feel sad...

feel angry...

feel happy ...

just anytime I want,

Because this is the place I can be so selfish.

Feeling Empty

01. Your name : Rujuk I/C saya
02. Hobbies : I already don’t know
03. Gender : Female
04. Religion : Muslim
05. School/work : Home sweet home
06. Height : dalam range petite
07. Horoscope : Sagitarius
08. Address : earth
09. Email : Rujuk profile saya
10. Your hp no : Rujuk syarikat DIGI
11. Hair color : Black
12. Eye colour : Dark Brown I guess..
13. Skin colour : I don’t know
14. Right or left handed : right
15. Status : Not yet married
16. Siblings : 5
17. Last 3 digit of your mobile no : Rujuk je kat syarikat DIGI
18. When's your Birthday : Rujuk surat beranak saya
19. Favorite place : EARTH
20. Favorite film: So much to list it
21. Tried smoking : Yes.. Very stupid kid that time, so curiousity..
22. Drink alcohol : No.. But I use it on my face “TONER”..
23. Been hurt emotionally : ………………………………………………………
24. Kept a secret from anyone : Yes, so much, and I hate myself if I told anyone about it..


*Favorites*
26. Color : Red, Pink, White, Gold
27. Food : Berlemak, ada rasa lemak-lemak
28. Club : Clubman, new edition of Mini Cooper..
29. Number : 9
30. Cartoons : A lot la
31. Actor : Andy Lau
32. Song : I Love You, You Love Me -Barney-
33. Movie : Hard to choose, so much choices..


*Right Now*
36. Wearing : tee and track
37. Hairstyle : So messy la
38. Looking at: Screen
39. Thinking of : myself, my feelings, my future


*Do You Believe In*
41. Love : I don’t know anymore
42. Faith : I also don’t know anymore
43. Yourself : Depends on situation
44. Ghosts : This is the only question in this world I will never answer, so dangerous
45. Angels : Of course


*In The Last 24 Hours*
46. Worn jeans : Yes
47. Cleaned your room : Yes
48. Cried : yes
49. Met someone new : No
50. Last person I talk to on the phone : My coursemate, she always late come to class


*Love Life*
51. Do you believe in love : I already don’t know anymore
52. Have a secret admirer : Don't know, I don't care
53. Do you wanna get married : don’t know
55. How old you wanna be when you get married: don’t know, maybe not married, I don’t know
56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid: don’t know
57. How many kids do you want : enough to love me, and want me love them back
58. Would you have kids before marriage: Maybe, anak angkat, if I don’t want to get married
59. Do you have a Crush : I don’t know, and I don’t care
60. What do you want most in a relationship: I don’t know already what I want


*This Or That*
61. Pink or Black : Pink
62. Kiss or hug : both, please…
63. Summer or winter : summer
64. Sunny or rainy : sunny
65. Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
66. Hanging out or chilling : I don’t understand??
67. Music or TV : TV
68. Hamburger or Pizza : ham…bur…ger….
69. Smile or Laughing : I want both
70. Sleeping or eating : I want both too.
71. Mc Donald's or KFC : BURGER KING
72. Silver or gold : accessory, I prefer silver. But dress, handbag, heels, better with gold
73. Sunset or sunrise : Sunset
75. Diamonds or Pearls : Pearls
76. Adidas or puma : FILA
77. Band members or models: x berminat pun
78. Local or international Artist : Depends
79. Sneakers or boots : Sneakers
80. Jack daniels or Chivas : Who is it?????
81. Dunhill or Malboro : DUN…go to…HILL..or….MAL…BOROBORO…kahkahkhakah
82. Clubbing or live music : tak berminat mana pun
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt: hmmmmm……….
84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: Kate Hudson
85. Colossal/epic or romantic comedy: combine both of it
86. BMW or Ferrari : tak nak..too big and too fast.. I prefer like Mini Cooper, or Smart Fortwo
88. Incubus or maroon 5 : don’t care
90. Long haired or bald : I never try being bald..maybe I try..
91. Pop or Rock : Pop
92. Beach or mountain : Both
95. Nokia or ericsson : yang mana yang jatuh banyak kali tak rosak?????
96. 311 or hoobastank : I don’t care
97. Asia or America : EARTH
98. Tattoo or piercing : dah wat piercing
99. Asia or Europe : EARTH
100. Asking / answering : I want both of it in communications

Lepas Geram Jap

aarrrggghhhhhh........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
serabut serabut...........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stresssssssssssssssssssss.....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tension................................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
binggung......................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pening................................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
resah.................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gelisah gelisah.........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sedih...............................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
penat.........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x faham.......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mee Bandung Muar

Semalam, I pegi Muar..makan mee bandung muar kat kedai Wah San (kot, tak ingat sangat la).. dalam tu ada gerai Mee Bandung Muar Special Abu Bakar Haripah.. peh, sedap giler.. dah la I ni peminat mee bandung.. tak sangka mee bandung muar kaw kaw sedap...haha.. memang ramai orang datang.. tengok-tengok gambar, ada gambar selebriti dan VVIP yang datang makan.. contoh macam chef wan.. tak sangka kan.. Agong pun pernah datang tau..hebat kan penangan mee bandung muar special ni kan...hehe.. tengah2 makan, nampak penyanyi rock, NASH tu masuk dalam kedai ni..dapat jumpa gak artis walaupun xminat...haha... So, yg belum cuba.. pegi la cuba ek..hehe... kalau dah cuba, datang makan lagi la.. sebab I nak pergi lagi...hehe...

(T_T)

I already betray myself.. I let myself down..I dispointed myself..how stupid and idiot I'm.. Why I do that??????? Why????? I already promise myself, now, I have show my weakness...My stupid weakness... Why AISHAH??????!!!!!! You soooooo stupid doing that..... I hate myself doing that.... I shouldnt betray myself... Now, what should I do hah?????? What surpose I do???? the only way I have, I already betray.. Now, I dont know how.. Why this is happening???? I just wanna run........................run far far away..... than I wanna jerit sekuat hati.............lepas geram semua.....nak... I want... I want that... I want....... oh....God.......Help me....help......................

To Yasmin Ahmad..

This special person, is really meants so much to me.. I will always remember her arts, her works, her special thought about Malaysia, humanity, religion, races.. I adore her... I want to be like her.. doing something really special... This is for her..she is like an angel..

Angel

I have a dream of you I can't defined

You've been on my mind

Don't go

I feel lost, without you by my side

Lost and on my own ooo

Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel

Your brightest star is shining next to mine

Every night and day

You know

Stars exploded then they fade away

Then they fade away

Yeah I'm falling for an angel uuuuu

Yeah I'm falling for an angel ooo

Would you please be my babe

Come by and I lay you down

I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey

I'm sorry that I let you down

Your eyes are breaking my heart in two

Break my heart in two uuuu

Angel

May the one above us keep you safe

For the rest of day

If he knows

How I love the smile all on your face

When you here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel ooo

Yeah I'm falling for an angel yeahhh x 3

(sing by Atilia in OST Talentime)

click here to listen it

HoPe

I hope that our love will last forever,

I hope that we always love each other forever,

I hope that we always be together,

I hope that we live happily ever after,

I hope that we will be strong everything there are the hard time,

I hope that we will married and have children together,

And I still hoping.................