Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.



Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.



He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.



The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

-W. H. Auden-

(p/s : I love this poem, mula tahu semasa menonton movie, Four Weddings and a Funeral. It is a really sad and deep poem)

Something to Think

Ini dialog dari sebuah drama jepun, I keep on thinking about this lines.. Really something..hehe..
Here, I put it in my blog:-)

" The path you are about to follow is probably the right path. So you should be able to go forward without doubts. But if there is even the slightest possibility of regret, it is not altogether a waste to doubt. People are born as small individual, and they continually wish to grow bigger. They have been living their lives wishing to grow bigger and bigger. But is that truly something we need? But what does that not it? As long as we have a free heart, we shouldnt have fear whether we can grow bigger or not. You can spoil yourself, you can be wek. But fundamentally, humans are weak. Although we may be weak... Without stretching ourselves.. As long as we look around us.... the place that is always close to us, is actually the most precious. I hope that you too can find your one and only place in life. "

Nice kan ayat-ayat tu..make you think... And I think, the one and only place in life, is the place we be happy with, we the one we love;-)

aPa YaNG MiRaCLe?

Pada saya, apa yang ajaib adalah apabila seorang lelaki hanya menyintai seorang perempuan dalam hidup seumur hidup dia. Sangat ajaib! :-) Ajaib ini boleh terjadi kepada mana-mana jenis lelaki dalam dunia ini. Samada lelaki yang jahat, lelaki yang baik, lelaki yang teruk (totally jerk), lelaki yang selfish, lelaki yang pemalu, lelaki yang ego tinggi, lelaki yang kaki gaduh, lelaki yang lembut, lelaki yang emotional, dan macam-macam lelaki. Hehe.. Mereka akan berubah apabila sudah jatuh cinta kepada seorang perempuan sahaja dan menjadi lelaki yang hebat:-)

Cuma sebab ia ajaib, tak semua lelaki mempunyai keajaiban ini iaitu dapat menyintai hanya seorang perempuan sahaja, jatuh cinta hanya seorang perempuan dalam hidup dia.

Dan inilah setiap perempuan dalam dunia ini mahukan;-) Tapi tak semua perempuan bertuah dapat mempunyai lelaki yang hanya menyintai dirinya. Tapi saya percaya, perempuan yang memahami erti cinta sebenarnya, akan menemui lelaki ini, yang akan menyintai dirinya sepenuh hati, dan hanya dirinya dalam hati lelaki ini=)

So, saya harap, kepada semua perempuan yang percaya akan cinta, memahami apa itu cinta, dan menghargai cinta akan menemui lelaki yang mempunyai keajaiban ini. Especially to my friends, yani dan mas:-)

To me, I hope saya la perempuan itu dalam hati dia, yang hanya dia cintai dalam seumur hidupnya:-)

Now, I just follow the flow. Tak buat pape tindakan awal pun. Just follow the flow. Be patient. Be cool. Segala masalah yang datang sekarang, terutama kerja yang makin complicated, aku just be cool. Just do it. Just cool.

Go go Aishah..

Fighting........

Dear blog

Dear blog,

this is the place I can be so selfish,

just focus to myself only,

say anything I want to say,

write anything I want write,

feel sad...

feel angry...

feel happy ...

just anytime I want,

Because this is the place I can be so selfish.

Feeling Empty

01. Your name : Rujuk I/C saya
02. Hobbies : I already don’t know
03. Gender : Female
04. Religion : Muslim
05. School/work : Home sweet home
06. Height : dalam range petite
07. Horoscope : Sagitarius
08. Address : earth
09. Email : Rujuk profile saya
10. Your hp no : Rujuk syarikat DIGI
11. Hair color : Black
12. Eye colour : Dark Brown I guess..
13. Skin colour : I don’t know
14. Right or left handed : right
15. Status : Not yet married
16. Siblings : 5
17. Last 3 digit of your mobile no : Rujuk je kat syarikat DIGI
18. When's your Birthday : Rujuk surat beranak saya
19. Favorite place : EARTH
20. Favorite film: So much to list it
21. Tried smoking : Yes.. Very stupid kid that time, so curiousity..
22. Drink alcohol : No.. But I use it on my face “TONER”..
23. Been hurt emotionally : ………………………………………………………
24. Kept a secret from anyone : Yes, so much, and I hate myself if I told anyone about it..


*Favorites*
26. Color : Red, Pink, White, Gold
27. Food : Berlemak, ada rasa lemak-lemak
28. Club : Clubman, new edition of Mini Cooper..
29. Number : 9
30. Cartoons : A lot la
31. Actor : Andy Lau
32. Song : I Love You, You Love Me -Barney-
33. Movie : Hard to choose, so much choices..


*Right Now*
36. Wearing : tee and track
37. Hairstyle : So messy la
38. Looking at: Screen
39. Thinking of : myself, my feelings, my future


*Do You Believe In*
41. Love : I don’t know anymore
42. Faith : I also don’t know anymore
43. Yourself : Depends on situation
44. Ghosts : This is the only question in this world I will never answer, so dangerous
45. Angels : Of course


*In The Last 24 Hours*
46. Worn jeans : Yes
47. Cleaned your room : Yes
48. Cried : yes
49. Met someone new : No
50. Last person I talk to on the phone : My coursemate, she always late come to class


*Love Life*
51. Do you believe in love : I already don’t know anymore
52. Have a secret admirer : Don't know, I don't care
53. Do you wanna get married : don’t know
55. How old you wanna be when you get married: don’t know, maybe not married, I don’t know
56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid: don’t know
57. How many kids do you want : enough to love me, and want me love them back
58. Would you have kids before marriage: Maybe, anak angkat, if I don’t want to get married
59. Do you have a Crush : I don’t know, and I don’t care
60. What do you want most in a relationship: I don’t know already what I want


*This Or That*
61. Pink or Black : Pink
62. Kiss or hug : both, please…
63. Summer or winter : summer
64. Sunny or rainy : sunny
65. Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
66. Hanging out or chilling : I don’t understand??
67. Music or TV : TV
68. Hamburger or Pizza : ham…bur…ger….
69. Smile or Laughing : I want both
70. Sleeping or eating : I want both too.
71. Mc Donald's or KFC : BURGER KING
72. Silver or gold : accessory, I prefer silver. But dress, handbag, heels, better with gold
73. Sunset or sunrise : Sunset
75. Diamonds or Pearls : Pearls
76. Adidas or puma : FILA
77. Band members or models: x berminat pun
78. Local or international Artist : Depends
79. Sneakers or boots : Sneakers
80. Jack daniels or Chivas : Who is it?????
81. Dunhill or Malboro : DUN…go to…HILL..or….MAL…BOROBORO…kahkahkhakah
82. Clubbing or live music : tak berminat mana pun
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt: hmmmmm……….
84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: Kate Hudson
85. Colossal/epic or romantic comedy: combine both of it
86. BMW or Ferrari : tak nak..too big and too fast.. I prefer like Mini Cooper, or Smart Fortwo
88. Incubus or maroon 5 : don’t care
90. Long haired or bald : I never try being bald..maybe I try..
91. Pop or Rock : Pop
92. Beach or mountain : Both
95. Nokia or ericsson : yang mana yang jatuh banyak kali tak rosak?????
96. 311 or hoobastank : I don’t care
97. Asia or America : EARTH
98. Tattoo or piercing : dah wat piercing
99. Asia or Europe : EARTH
100. Asking / answering : I want both of it in communications

Lepas Geram Jap

aarrrggghhhhhh........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
serabut serabut...........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stresssssssssssssssssssss.....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tension................................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
binggung......................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pening................................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
resah.................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gelisah gelisah.........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sedih...............................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
penat.........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x faham.......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mee Bandung Muar

Semalam, I pegi Muar..makan mee bandung muar kat kedai Wah San (kot, tak ingat sangat la).. dalam tu ada gerai Mee Bandung Muar Special Abu Bakar Haripah.. peh, sedap giler.. dah la I ni peminat mee bandung.. tak sangka mee bandung muar kaw kaw sedap...haha.. memang ramai orang datang.. tengok-tengok gambar, ada gambar selebriti dan VVIP yang datang makan.. contoh macam chef wan.. tak sangka kan.. Agong pun pernah datang tau..hebat kan penangan mee bandung muar special ni kan...hehe.. tengah2 makan, nampak penyanyi rock, NASH tu masuk dalam kedai ni..dapat jumpa gak artis walaupun xminat...haha... So, yg belum cuba.. pegi la cuba ek..hehe... kalau dah cuba, datang makan lagi la.. sebab I nak pergi lagi...hehe...