Thursday, July 30, 2009

(T_T)

I already betray myself.. I let myself down..I dispointed myself..how stupid and idiot I'm.. Why I do that??????? Why????? I already promise myself, now, I have show my weakness...My stupid weakness... Why AISHAH??????!!!!!! You soooooo stupid doing that..... I hate myself doing that.... I shouldnt betray myself... Now, what should I do hah?????? What surpose I do???? the only way I have, I already betray.. Now, I dont know how.. Why this is happening???? I just wanna run........................run far far away..... than I wanna jerit sekuat hati.............lepas geram semua.....nak... I want... I want that... I want....... oh....God.......Help me....help......................

6 comments:

y.a.r.n.i.e.i.r.i.s said...

dear..
nape? tanak share?

Mas Lydia Hanif said...

Babe.. why? Sharing is happiness btw.. Give u my ear if u dont mind..

being aishah! said...

I dont know you all, but I hv always buat promise kat diri sendiri.."jgn wat mcm ni, nnt you will be hurt.." but, I hv done it..yes, it is hurt me..damn.. kita dh tau tu akn hurt kita,kita dh prepare jgn wat, tp akhir nye kita dh wat jugak...oohhh...

Mas Lydia Hanif said...

Ape yg ko buat? Masalah hubungan ek?

being aishah! said...

entah la, lebih kurang.. hmm, mcm mane nk ckp, tgk x 'she's all that'? part rachel leigh cook nangis, then dia xbg freddie prinze jr tgk dia nangis, sbb dia dh janji pd diri dia yg dia xbg org lain tgk dia nangis.. mcm tu la lebih kurang, xnk tunjuk weakness yg akn luka kn diri sndiri.. complicated actually.. ko mesti pening..hehe..

Mas Lydia Hanif said...

ok. Aku dah mula pening. Hehe.